Background

So I guess we can start out with a little background. I grew up in southern Illinois. My family was amazing. I had everything I could have ever dreamed of as a child. Spoiled would be a good word for it. I went to a Lutheran school from the time I was a little to the time I graduated the eighth grade. As I got older I joined sports and all kinds of clubs maintaining a great grade point average. It was as though I didn't need to study it all just came so easily to me. When I was in the sixth grade my parents got divorced. (my father thought that was where all my problems rooted, I don't believe this to be the case) I graduated to high school. Here I played the fit in card a whole hell of a lot. I wanted to fit in somewhere and I seemed to just not in the crowed I expected......